Sometimes, the things you do makes me feel so insecure, insecure of my place. Really really worried. When i ask too much, you don't like it, but if i don't ask, i'm even more worried. But i rather i worry about myself than make you angry. It may seem to be a small matter to you, but for me, it's really disturbing

Hope you're truly mine.

Who am i really to you? Maybe someone who isn't even the least important? I'm really disappointed. Sometimes i feel you chose your friends over me. This makes me feels i do not even have a place in your heart. You said you love me, but you've hurted me so much. But i can't blame you. I need to get the facts right in my mind. Yeah, you're right. We both need to chill. Think throughly now rather than regret later. But my love for you would never change.

On 050309, you messaged me suddenly. Haha, but maybe something good is going to happen.

Hmm, how should i start? Nevermind, i shall skip all that.

The time i chatted with you were really enjoying for me. There's laughter and jokes. To say the truth, i really don't know when did i ever liked you. I mean i don't know when the feelings come to my heart. It just come suddenly. Although we can't be together now, but i believe we will in the future. Have trust in me and yourself. If you can, why can't i? But recently, negative thinking kept popping up in your mind. Maybe it's because of what i said really hit hard on you? But now, i do not have that thinking anymore. Why can't you think positive now? Today morning, for no reason, i got reprimanded by you. Ok, nevermind, i forget about it. Everytime i see your smile, i seemed to forget everything. You really affected me alot in everything you do. Yeah, i admitted i may be over-protective over you. Remember that day you told me not to push my luck? After i received that, i don't feel like doing my physics paper anymore. 15min is all i spent on the paper and i keep thinking to myself: Just what did i do wrong? Really, sometimes even if i'm not to blame, i still apologised. Why? Why am i doing this? Cause i really treasure and cherish you, my dear. You're my everything. I try to keep my cool even though i'm angry with you sometimes. I chose to keep it to myself. You want a future between the both of us? I'm working on it, trying to change my attitude. Loving someone isn't just saying it. You must prove it! I don't mean that i don't believe you love me, but sometimes, the way you talk to me, i just don't like it. I told you once before, you said you'll change and so far, there's improvement. Maybe i'm still not close to you than your friends. I'm not angry or anything, it's natural. I've only known you for 14 days compared to the years of your friendship.

I really love you, trust me, have trsust ad faith in me, my dear. You're my top priority now. I'll wait for you, no matter how long it's going to take.