Thursday, April 30, 2009'♥

Boring boring boring, SO BORING. Nothing to do except to play PS2. Woke up at 9.15am, bathe then use laptop. 2 weeks past, and the COM still not repaired. No choice but to use my 3RD sis laptop. Nothing more lehs. Maybe going to find Yanzhi they all.

I want to let go & forget, but I can't,
You want me to think positive, but I can't,
I think i am the one, but i aren't,

Maybe I hate you now, but I don't,
I thought you're mine, but you're not,
Promises became empty when you left,
Are promises meant to be broken?
Just when I don't like anyone, you make me fall in love with you,

In the end, you let me go

& you simply left me @ 8:58 PM

Friday, April 10, 2009'♥

GOOD FRIDAY, 9th April. As the day was named 'Good Friday', it was supposed to be good. But to her, maybe it's bad? Haha. Whatever it is, I'm happy. :) Received message from her at around 11.50am just to tell me wat's going on. And the next message included 3 words(not i love you) which makes me that damn happy. Woots~!

Maybe the thnking is all on my own part & i don't know what you're thinking. Hope what i'm thinking turns out to be what i'm thinking. I don't know whether you'll see all this but i'm just trying my luck, and trying my everything to make you come back. Come back please, will you?

& you simply left me @ 5:08 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009'♥

Why you have to push me away? It's so clearly stated in your blog. Come on, our feelings for each other are MUTUAL, not one-sided. So why can't you stay on? What went wrong again? Really HEARTBROKEN. Spare a thought for me can? You think by leaving you can solve everything? Why leave in the first place? Just because of SOME OTHER PEOPLE'S comments? SInce you made this decision, then why doubt whether it's right or wrong?

Really don't understand why you have to leave. Come back, please? I really love you alot. Hope one day you'll be back.

& you simply left me @ 6:05 AM

Saturday, April 4, 2009'♥

Lol. So long never update. Haha! Like boring jer.

Morning woke up at 5plus but then continue to sleep till 6.30am. Had a bath before going to meet friends for soccer match. Met at Choa Chu Kang MRT platform before going off together. Planned to meet at 8am but all arrived only at 8.30am. Lol. After that, took train to Khatib. Although it was only around 6 to 7 stations away, it took around 25mins to reach. Journey to Khatib was fun, jokes and jokes were cracking in the train. When reached, need to walk through the blocks before reaching the field. The field condition really SUCKS! Sands everywhere and the ground were inbalanced. 2 goals down but managed to fight back to 2-2 in the first half. Received DEAR's message saying she's down with fever. :( Went back to the MRT to fetch Ah Kai to the field as he don't know the way.

The second half was played. It ended 8-4(Kai Yuan 1, Acap 2, Ah Kai 1). We lost. But it's our determination was the most impressive. Despite going down, we continue playing, putting in our heart and soul in the game although some players were injured. COME ON，PUNGGOLIANS. There's still a long way to go.

Have lunch with everyone at the coffee shop near the field. Went home after eating.

Sorry my dear, instead of being by your side caring for you, I'm out there, enjoying myself. Yesterday really sucks. Sorry for what happened yesterday. I'm really really remorseful and think what i did/said was really stupid. I know sometimes i've hurted you deeply without knowing it. Really sorry. Hope things would get back to normal soon. And i sincerely hope you can put your everything back into this friendship/relationship once again. Get well soon, dear. :)

Don't know what happened to me, but my heart feel cramped. Sometimes even had difficulty in breathing. Maybe going for check-up soon.

& you simply left me @ 12:59 AM