I didn't say you're in the wrong by treating everybody as friend.
You said you know you like Chun but yet it seems that you have feelings for me?
BULLSHIT!
If you truly like/love a person, there won't be a second person who'll come to your mind.
I started this blog in March because of you, and it'll die because of you too.


This shall be the last post.

Have been sleeping over at Yanzhi's house. Slacked at his house with Fariq and Acap until 5 in the morning. Winston hot fast game, Left around 5 sticks when they leaving. Powerful. 3 smoking machines.

Currently still at his house, maybe update later.

Byes~!

Everything's gone now,
nothing more left.
Nothing more, or nothing left to be said.
Lead your life, the way you want it.
Washing my hands off everything.

I"m NOT trustable!

Come on, I didn't say it's a CRIME.
But did you ever clarify things?
You didn't and you kept leading on.
When you need me,
You find me,
Don't need?
Left me one side.
Think I'm at fault?
Reflect on how you 'handle this 'problem.
I've nothing left for you,
Only hatred.

Now I know who you are...

Sorry,
Sorry for all the quarrels I've started,
Sorry for all the hurt I've caused upon you,
I'm really trying to change for the better,
Give me time.

You're free to do what you want,
free to go where you want.
The more I care,
the more you think I'm controlling.
Why likethat?
Cause last time we keep quarrelling over small stuffs?

Maybe you had a phobia now...
I didn't know you're that suffering because of me...
Sorry...

For what I did yesterday in the morning, I got 2 weeks of suspension. Stupid right? Haish. Too late to regret now bahs. What's done cannot be undone, just make sure don't do it again.

Today is the first of the 14days of suspension i'm going to serve. Like holiday sia. Morning woke up, left YanZhi's house and reach SzeKiat's house at around 8am(thanks la dey, never go school cause accompany me). Around 11.30am, left his house then head for the CCK Polyclinic to take MC. Then lied about having diahorrea, somemore the story like cock story likethat. Haha. But waited 1hour plus just to see the doctor. Long, isn't it?

Was done at around 1plus in the afternoon, so bus-ed to West Mall to ate free lunch. Wohoo~! My mother treat mahs. Haha! Then took bus 187 to bangkit and find my brothers in school. Lol. Me and SzeKiat climbed in the school from the back like Prison Break likethat. Go in le, after awhile climbed out. Bodoh sia.

Then, suddenly, a message came. A message I've been waiting for. Alamak, can go send her home. Then aku happy. (: Haha.


A promise to my brothers and You,
I swear to control my temper and not to be like now,
I swear I'll do my best in whatever thing I do,
and I swear to be a better person than now.

Recently, alot of things happened to me and my beloved brothers. Some even threw their temper at whoever they're unhappy with. Please, don't be like me.